I've lost count of which 'relapse' number this is now. I guess it doesn't matter much anyway, the fact of the matter is I'm back to being a black cock obsessed whiteboy as soon as I get even the slightest bit horny.

There's no doubt I'm on the edge of porn addiction, and I'd be lying if I said I didn't get horny at the sight of almost any porn, white cocks included. But nothing gives that same fuzzy brain melting feeling and makes my cock twitch and leak like seeing black cock on my screen, and it doesn't matter how or what porn starts it off, it ALWAYS ends with cumming to something containing BBC. Whether it's straight, gay, sissy, trans. Anything. It always contains black cocks.

No one would ever know to look at me. On the surface I have everything I could want and live a successful life. But deep down, I crave the thought of BBC as soon as my mind wanders and I have 'free' time to think.

I guess this is just another admission of my obsession with anything and everything BBC and BNWO related.