So… full story, I had been talking to this guy I met on Grindr for a long time, probably over a year, we never met but he knew all my sissy stuff, and what I was into. One day after another time me not committing to hanging with him he said he has a friend he wanted to set me up with who may have similar interests, it was a beautiful black women.

We hung out immediately and hit it off, We have now talked for a month or so and have been hanging out as much as possible, even tho she knows I enjoy being a sissy/fem/CD we’ve only been having sex as me being the man. She does slap my balls chokes me and fun stuff like that, she’s put a vibrator in my ass but that’s it. But we have both caught very intense feelings for one another, so now I’m conflicted if I should just keep this going, or like if I should push her to feminize me or idk exactly, I’m so happy to be with her and don’t want to mess anything up! It’s like a dream came true but now I don’t know what to do next. I’m more just ranting here, any words or comments help on this , thanks :)