My wife tried it on with me less than an hour ago and I couldn’t get it up because I’d just jerked off to a BNWO Sissy video. I didn’t even get hard for the video I just came watching it soft and I can’t believe how much the BNWO has had an impact on my life. It’s now the only thing that gets me excited and I pretty much only ejaculate thinking of my wife being used by BBC.

This was all fun and games u til it’s starting to take over my mind. I’m not even disappointed I know my place and it’s serving black gods and goddesses.

I suppose the positive here is if I continue to be pathetic she’ll start to look around and over the last few months I’ve been watching more and more BBC porn with her, so maybe a real king will be her next choice. Then at least we can live the BNWO life together.

So there it is, this is the first time it’s impacted my life in a real way and I’m sure it won’t be the last.