I've relapsed so fucking hard and I just can't stop anymore. I don't know if I even want to. I know this is affecting my relationship but I honestly can't help it at this point now. I thought I could walk away. I thought it was a fetish I could leave but I was so wrong. There is absolutely no escaping this once you've started down the path.

I've spent 3 days since relapsing just melting my brain with porn and I'm now sitting working from home in my chastity cage, keys in a time locked box, and a pair of panties on. My gf might get home before I can unlock my cage but I don't care.

All I want to do is serve. Nothing would make me happier than having my DMs full from dominant black kings and snowbunnies. Or anyone who wants to make this even worse for me and push me deeper and deeper past this point of no return.

It's official. BBC has completely broken me and irreversibly changed my life.