Theres no denying anymore that I cum quickly, especially with BBC/BNWO porn. I can't stroke for more than about 30 seconds without cumming so I just resort to rubbing mostly, but eventually I feel like I NEED to cum and usually just give in and cum but then immediately wish I never and want to go back. The release feels SO good but then I wish I could just get that insatiable horny feeling back I had a minute before that.

I've been trying to find ways of forcing myself or convincing myself not to cum but they never really work. Chastity is great but when I live with my gf who doesn't know about it, it's not a viable long term solution unless she's away for a few days. Also even in chastity I find some sort of way to cum eventually and it's the same result.

I'm open to ANY ideas or methods anyone else knows of. I love the idea of being strong willed enough to not cum for so long and be so backed up that I start having BNWO wet dreams or something. And the idea of constantly being as horny as I am right now would be amazing.