I've come to terms with the fact that the chances of ever witnessing my gf go black are insanely small for a number of reasons, but I've realised that just talking to BBC kings or Snowbunnies and hearing real stories about the details of what it's like to fuck with, or be fucked with, such a huge cock (and how it compares to an average cock) is an insane turn on for me, and probably whitebois everywhere. It's basically the next best thing for me.

I'm not exactly tiny down there (probably average length wise and slightly below average in girth), and have had my share of previous sexual partners, but hearing real BBC stories makes me realise just how truly inadequate I am and how much that turns me on to talk about.

I've never 'bottomed out' inside of a girl the way almost every BBC does. I've never had to 'ease' it in while she gasps about how it's too deep. Never felt her slowly open up and take it deeper with each thrust until I can finally fit all the way. Never has a girl told me it's too much. Or to slow down, take it out, give her a break. Never had a girl cream on my cock like they do on BBC. Never made her squirt.

Meanwhile, I havent heard a single story or watched a video of a girl taking BBC that doesn't at least have one of those things above. It must be such an intense experience. Especially the first time.

It makes me realise just how much untapped pleasure is there that I can't give my gf, but it's such a huge turn on realising my inadequacy (and I guess the humiliation that comes with that?). Knowing that I'm inferior and physically incapable of reaching points inside of her, making her feel certain things, react certain ways. I will literally NEVER be able to do the things that some black guys can. It shouldn't turn me on, but it does, more than almost anything else!