So about a year ago when I was 19 I met this girl at college and we were close friends and decided to hook up. I was excited because I hadn’t even kissed a girl before. But when the time came to actually do it I couldn’t get IT up. It was so embarrassing and so humiliating. She kept wondering why. I even tried to imagine my favorite blacked scenes but that didn’t work. I felt so sad. We tried to have sex a couple more times but the same result.

A few months pass and I find this girl on tinder and she wants to hookup. She was way more attractive and had more sexual experience than my first girl so I thought I was easily going to please her and be pleased my self. But no. None of that happened. I couldn’t get it up no matter what she did to it. It was awful. And what made it worse is that she was pissed as well. And she said this has never happened to her before. After that I have questioned my sexuality since.

Does anyone think I deserve this? Should I give up trying to have sex? Was I never meant to have sex? What do you all think?

TLDR: couldn’t get hard during sex with two separate girls.