I’ve loved discovering this group and I’ve loved knowing im on this journey with the others. Finding others who have been through the same cycle. The gorging on the BNWO and then running from it.

It’s been so eye opening to see others explore and go through the same things as me and I’ve got hard to so many posts here dreaming of being lucky enough to be them.

I think k I’d be much further down the line if I lived in an area with a bigger Black community as I’d definitely have given in to superiors by now if they were more readily there.

Anyway is it time for my wife to join me on this journey? I’m pretty sure I know what the answer is.