I'd like to stress this doesnt mean becoming trans necessarily.

But recently I made friend with this girl at work. I loved her style. Pastel goth with a lil cottage core. And we bonded on a lot. Talked abour our families, our aspirations, fears, and just learned we can be vulnerable with each other. Shes a sweetie.

Ive recently been tapping into my feminine side. Nails painted. Ill wear stockings and panties under my guy clothes. Of course I try to take the polish off for work, but she took notice. I was honest with her and said I like having my nails done. Her face lit up and she suggested we go to the salon, her treat. Now ive only been sharing with my fiance my feminine, sissy, feminine, whiteboi side. So me saying yes to her was a big step. I was worried my fiance would be upset but she told me to "have fun girlie!" When I left. Was excited to be embracing this part of myself.

So we go to the salon. Im of course nervous but everyone was so nice! She is friends with the girl who does nails there. Someone was having their hair done. Theres women magazines everywhere. The smell of salon is distinct. I felt totally out of my element and nervous but everyone made sure I had a good time.

Her friend was also so sweet. Asking about me and my fiance and my job and school. We talked about her and her bf. She was telling me about this vacation they just went on. I could keep giving petty details, but ive never had this kind of connection with men.

Were inna group cht now. And its been fun! It took them awhile but girlie talk started. And it might be easy to become fixiated on what they had to say, but they were always sure to include me in the conversation. I never felt like an observer or distant outsider like I have with men. Fighting for a top spot.

Might I recommend any whiteboys struggling with male friendships to stop seeking it. If youre willing to show a hint of vulnerability, theres a soft world of feminity that is willing to embrace you. Im really happy to finally be making friends too... idk male friendship has always been weird for me. So this fresh take has been lovely.

And in case you were wondering yes the nail ladies BF has a BBC, no I havent told them about my obsessions, but you can only hide your face so much while you nails are being cured. And not many straight men know they have a preference for medium stilletos, but they can get in the way of working from home, so short almond might be nice!

She didnt charge me for my first visit and said she is excited for me to come back with my fiance.

Dont be afraid to be truest selves <3 curious if anyone else is having a similar experience...