White boy here, of course… so my girlfriend broke up with me around a month ago and she’s already moved on and is now with a black guy.

I’m mainly happy for her, and him. But I’m also a little jealous and drained of all confidence. I feel so inadequate after seeing how happy she looks with him. I imagine he fucks her good too.

She’s the one who introduced me to chastity cause I kept losing boners. It didn’t really help. Don’t know if it was ever meant to help…

But now I’m left with a weird void. Part of me wants to go back to being “manly” and start topping again, but deep down I feel like I should just fully embrace this white boy stuff and stay locked.

Any thoughts?