Recently this summer I had to take a drug test for a job that I wanted but it came back positive for marijuana (Big surprise). I thought that this wouldn't come back to bite me because my dad at first didn't really care about the job, but recently we got into an argument, I live w my grandma over the summer but he wants me back at our house to work. He just asked what the result was and I already said they didn't tell me even though they did. I'm honestly sick of living there and really want to move in with my grandma permanently but the school where I live in really good, that's the only thing tethering me there. Me and my dad already have a bad relationship, like really bad and he does tend to want to fight a lot and has put his hands on me before. I honestly am not too worried about how he might react, and I'm even more scared how I'll react to him. I have anger issues but have been hiding my emotions for the last few years and honestly I think I might snap soon, like jail time is no longer even a concern to me. I just don't want anyone to get hurt as a result. Like I'm afraid I might really hurt someone. I just feel like he never cares about what I want. What should I do because if I actually do end up fighting him, I'm going to protect myself. If anyone has like an elaborate plan or something please tell me, I just need help.