So I met this girl online last August and we constantly vide chat with one another. Watch shows and just send random things to each other. Although she got a bit busier now with work but we still find time to every weekend or so. I really like this girl but don't know when I should truly open up about how I really feel. Had some times before when I was really close with this other girl and she'd even put her head on my shoulder and wrap her arms around mine but it turns out it really meant nothing

So that pretty much destroyed me. Now im afraid thinking the same thing might just happen cause just like last time im close with this girl I met online but maybe it really means nothing again...