We were nevermets, I met now former partner on a emotional support discord server, I needed advice and he messaged me. after that we spoke pretty much everyday, we voicecalled and even play videogames, when we started are relationships things were fine.

but I noticed a shift in communication. In early january, i feel like my needs were not being met and the lack of communication bothered me, I confronted him about about this and he decided taking a break was for the best, he explained to me, he was stressed out with things going back home (he did not tell me this until I cofronted him). the break last at least 1 week, but he would check up on me.

After our break he told me he wanted to get into the swing of things, despite what he was going through. then after that he went away for 4 days to go on the field (he's in the military) When he came baxk things felt different, whenever I would message good morning he tooks hours responding to me and we started to talk less and less he would respond mostly at night, Yesterday I decided not to say good morning to him, because i just got tired, of the long hours of him not responding, then we had a serious conversation. he told me how the first break was not long enough and that he wanted another break. he also told me not to expect much after when he comes back and that we might not stay together. Those words stinged so much. I messaged him saying if he wants another break, that the relationship should fully be broken and that worrying whether he will want to be with me or not is worrsome and that i'm already dealing with mental health issues.

It hurts and I cannot stop crying, i unfriended him on discord, blocked him instagram and removed him as a friend on steam. I wish the best of luck of relationships whether they are ldr that are still standing, don't takr your partnered for granted and be honest about your feelings.