Hi it's been about 4 weeks since I broke up with him, when I sent him a message that I decided to cut ties with him, gave back the steam account he gave so that me and him can play together. No word from him ever since. I am so sad I feel like I didn't do enough to fix the relationship I've been feeling guilty, it's making me want to text him back, I know that he gave the steam account to his female friend it hurts that I feel like I didn't matter to him at all ?

The reason we broke up is me and him even barely talk, he doesn't call and I would wait for it cause I would be the one to call tho I don't really call him always cause I feel like I'm bothering and also not calling me too, it's weird because before we broke up I confront about how when I try to talk to him I feel like the conversation is forced and asked if I did something wrong and told him to tell and he replied with the irrelevant reply which made me upset and not reply to him for a day, his reply said "yeah you usually text me when I'm about to sleep or I'm sleepy, I sleep decently early except for the weekends then I sleep at 3 and 4 which you still might be at school". I am 13 hours ahead of time cause of the timezone, but yeah the reply really caught me off guard cause he would really talk to me even when I'm at school, and I would talk to him even if the school doesn't allow use of phones.

So I feel like I didn't do much to fix the relationship, what caught me off guard after asking him why he hasn't been chatting to me lately he said "idk I get distracted and I forget". It made me not his priority anymore and he didn't try to talk about how I feel, I just feel so sad why am I still holding when he clearly show signs I'm not worth to him anymore, there's a side of me wanting to just hear his reason why he didn't try to fight the relationship or just a goodbye y'know?

Now the other day I saw that in his "about me" in discord he added "if you a clinically insane asian emo dm me" I felt like I'm replaceable. I've ask so many people ever since during the relationship, before the break up and even after the breakup I feel so messy.

Do you guys have advice on what should I do? I know that I have to move on but I am moving it's just that I have this gut feeling to wanting to talk him and hoping for him to talk to me give me reassurance. I really do feel I did something wrong.