I'm currently on Chapter 41 and... O M G. What is up with this FMC? I perfectly understand that she, a depressed lady who just wants to escape her already sad life was just thrust into this apocalyptic world many years later and as such is naive and very confused -- didn't help either that her only personal connection, her brother, Alexei clearly still harbors bad feelings towards her (war turned it into extremity, viewing her as a tool rather than his sister, much less a human -- which is quite understandable since she became somewhat android-ish but not so much, days after. As said by Ivan, It's more akin to a punishment.)

Anyhow, what I wanted to say is that, I was perfectly fine since it was natural for anyone to feel that way, but man did it stop in this chapter. Not only did she recklessly save her "soul mate", (endangering her partner/s) the guy that killed her, but also killed a human. It's like nothing happened at all, she feels... disconnected and forced with the way she did it. And yes, it started to get to my nerves with the way she handled things here and really wanted to drop this immediately if it weren't for Ivan being a really cool character. Didn't help that the comments on webtoon are always thirsty and always so anti-human that it's quite scary. Inspired by them, I guess another question would be, will they both end up together? Ivan and FMC?