Ok so I’m a senior and it’s just now hitting me that this is my last year. I feel like I spent all my time here just like being mildly mentally unwell (am getting help now, don’t worry). Didn’t join any clubs, was very closed off when meeting new people, just generally stewing lmao. Now that I’m really reflecting, it actually makes me so sad that I spent so much time in my own head. I could’ve really loved it here, and there are times that I actually do, but I know for a fact that I have not taken full advantage of what WashU has offered me.

One of my biggest things is meeting people. Like I said, I’ve been pretty much isolating myself, both consciously and unconsciously. But more and more I desire a community and I’m scared that everyone has already found theirs. I do have a couple of close friends, but even then, I don’t know that they’re my ‘people’ (if that even exists idk).

That being said, I know that I have an entire year left to do everything I haven’t done. I guess I just want some reassurance or advice? Like, where do I go from here? Is it too late?