Feeling so down lately. Just been in a blah mood that I can't seem to shake. Just got bad news from a job I was really hoping to get and it's been gloomy here for the past 2 weeks. Everything is piling up and it's really getting to me. So much so that my period just didn't happen last month. It finally came this month which was nice at least. I think I am getting sick from all the stress weighing on me. I've had a tension headache for two days now that won't go away no matter how much medicine I take. Our bank account isn't looking too hot either which only means we'll probably have to stop NTNP and start preventing again. Just ugh.

Sorry for the sad, pitiful rant but I needed to get it out.