My story is very simple. As a kid I lived in a remote area and my parents had to take me everywhere. To school, birthday parties and so on. My peers always thought it was very uncool how my parents always had to know where I was and had pretty much set me a deadlines for how much time I have at friends parties before they would pick me up. So it ended up in me being kind of ostracized from their group (small town, not many teenagers) and not really getting same experiences. All my friends lost their virginity between ages of 16-18 and I was still holding on to it

But then I met someone and I thought this would end. Sadly, it was a very bad experience that only left me being insecure and sure that no one would ever be interested in me romantically or sexually.

This resulted in me ending up unable to flirt and sometimes being even a little socially awkward. And the fact that I have classic easter european resting bitch face doesn’t really help. People don’t really approach me because I look ‘mean’ and even if they do they say I’m sending them only friend vibe. I try to approach someone and same thing happens - we chat for a while and it leads nowhere. Dating apps don’t work either. Even if me and someone (F or M) do keep chatting for a longer time and plan to meet up, I get anxious about them wanting to do something sexual and me having no clue on what to do. So now I’m 23 years old whos never even been kissed and is too scared to even get into a relationship.

I’m looking for a non-judgmental girl to help me get rid of my virginity. I don’t care much for looks. Only need you to speak english and be willing to bear with my awkwardness and need to learn (also a lot of bad humor). No males please, for now I just can’t

Little about me: I’m 170cm and about 78 kg. I like to read books (although recently I’ve been getting into reading AO3 content) and I also sketch a lot. I’m not really that good at drawing but I enjoy it nevertheless. Recently have been reintroduced to F1 and have been really enjoying it. Currently in Belgium doing my master’s degree.

If you have any advice or might wanna help me - send me a dm.