Thanks for even reading this. I am not going to sugar coat this post but look to give an honest description and hope that someone is willing to give me a chance.

Firstly I'll start as to why I believe I haven't had sex yet. Mainly depression and social anxiety. I have in the past attempted suicide and with a failure you see the impact it has on people. Since then I have lived life on autopilot. Never feeling the want to push myself and face the uncomfortable rejection. You cant fail if you don't try. More recently I have wondered if having sex could be an awakening to help me out of this rut. Finding something enjoyable that makes me want to push on and face uncomfortable moments in the hope that I could face many setbacks knowing that all I would need is one yes from one special person and turn my life around.

That was a bit of a ramble, hopefully it makes some sense. I know many people will say that sex isn't some magic bullet to happiness, that I need to work on myself. I would counter that by saying maybe it could be. Maybe it is the spark I need.

Should any decide they are a little interested I would like to message you for a while. Be comfortable with you and hopefully progress from there. I wouldn't like it to feel transactional, I would want to enjoy the person I was with but that doesn't mean it has to lead to more. If all you wanted was a one and done type of situation I wouldn't object. I would just want some sort of feeling between us.

Physically I am 5ft 10. I would say on the skinnier side of average but keeping the pounds off is getting harder. I am not toned and have never been to the gym. I wear glasses and currently have a little stubble but cannot grow a decent beard at all.

Should you read this and wish to know more I am happy to answer anything. Thanks for reading me ramble on with a lot of nonsense.