Hi there, 29F from Hesse, Germany. I'm looking for someone kind and non-judgemental to have all my firsts with. Due to self esteem issues and some bad experiences in the past I have pretty much no experience when it comes to romance or relationships, haven't even had my first kiss yet. I'm also very shy and kind of socially awkward/anxious so that also didn't help. But I'm finally at a point where I would just like to know what it would be like to be with someone.

I'm 1,74m and plus size. I'm working on losing weight at the moment and am seeing some results already but I'm tired of putting things off till I hit a certain weight. So just something you should be aware of. I have pale skin, light brown hair and blue/grey eyes. I would like to exchange photos before meeting up. I'm more on the introverted side and mostly enjoy quiet or solitary hobbies, like video games, watching shows/documentaries, going on walks and trying my hand at some artsy/crafty stuff. Lately I've been trying to get out of my comfort zone a little more as well, going out to concerts and and such.

As for you, I'd like you to be close in age, around 25 to 35 but that's not set into stone. If anything I wrote resonates with you feel free to reach out. I don't have much of a preference when it comes to looks, though someone who's at least as tall as me would be preferred. As far as experience goes ideally you're equally inexperienced as me or have minimal experience and are looking to explore, just be patient and relaxed and hopefully you can take the awkward moments that are bound to happen with some humor. When it comes to it, I want everything to be comfortable and in full consent.

I want to chat on here first to get to know each other and see if there's a connection. If we decide to meet up, I would like it to be somewhere public first.

Thanks for reading this far and hope to hear from you soon. If you decide to sent a message please tell me something about you, makes the whole thing a lot easier.

Edit: I made this post a few weeks back with a different account but lost access to it. I meant to get back to everyone who sent a message, so sorry if I didn't respond.