[26][F4M][Los Angeles] Posting to introduce myself (not to lose my V card just yet)

Hello, I guess I’d introduce myself to this subreddit. It’s just to introduce myself though and see if any guys on here find me to be attractive how I currently am; I’m on a weight loss journey and growing my hair out, and trying to accomplish some things first before I come back and am ready to lose my v card.

Some of those things I have to accomplish are: learn to drive, lose weight, and learn/be confident enough to masturbate (I know it’s more difficult for girls, especially those on antidepressants which I am).

Why am I a virgin? Well, I grew up really sheltered and am a homebody, so the opportunity to be in a relationship with a guy has never come up. I'm bi. I've kissed girls and made out with girls, but never kissed a guy or been sexually active with anyone. I thought I was asexual for a long time, then got older and said I'd wait until marriage, but I don't want to end up being married to a woman (which I honestly see myself eventually being married to a woman rather than a man) never having been sexual with a man and always wondering what it's like or be one of those relationships where I end up being in my 40s or 50s where we decide to open up the relatioinship just so I can get my socks off with a guy, I don't really want to wait until then, cause by then I will probably be not as attractive as I am now in my 20s and 30s.

If you're a fishy MTF trans woman who's still a virgin, I'd potentially be interested as well. So I figured I'd (when I'm ready, come back on this subreddit) when I'm ready to lose my v card. I'm not getting any younger, trying to get to be more attractive, once I achieve those things I've already mentioned. I'm latina. Currently I'm 165 lbs, stand at 5 foot 5, brown eyes, brown hair, olive skin, and my hair is at mid neck length.

I like to watch movies and do some creative writing. That's pretty much my whole life when it comes to hobbies. Anyways, I'm not necessarily ready to lose my v card right now, give me some time, when I'm ready I'll come back on here. This is just to introduce myself and to see if anyone thinks I’m attractive the way I am right now. This is a phote of me from 2023: https://imgur.com/a/kIb6R3y