Hey! Thank you for taking the time to read my post. If you’re a virgin like myself, that would make things easier. I just want to make it clear that I would prefer someone in a similar situation as me (inexperienced) or someone who isn’t doing it just for the sex and cares about connecting.

First I would like to talk about my virginity and why I suddenly have the feeling to lose it. Growing up, I’ve always been that shy kid who didn’t really talk to anyone. As some would say, an introvert. I felt no one could understand my feelings which is why I wasn’t comfortable around people. Truthfully, I’m to blame because I didn’t have the confidence to talk about it. My weight was one of my problems. The worse addition to all that was my late puberty. That affected a lot of my confidence and it was just something I had to live with. It pushed me away from getting to experience what I wanted.

As I got older, my puberty came into affect. It was a extreme drastic change from when I was younger if I had to explain haha. I also started to lose weight. I thought I would finally gain confidence but I still didn’t have the confidence. Even though I started taking care of my health, the one thing I missed on was taking care of myself. It is nice to finally see progress regarding my health but that didn’t help me and my confidence.

I removed a lot of unwanted things from my life, and started focusing on getting my education and reading books. When I started class, I was approached by other students and it was a surprise… because I honestly never got approached by anyone before. It was a good feeling. It was different. I looked different and I felt different.

How exactly does this make me want to lose my virginity? Because it’s something I’ve thought about. I never really kissed someone or had the chance to connect. Its something I’ve always wanted to experience but I didn’t have “that” confidence. I was extremely over weight and my puberty was late. I feel like I do have the confidence now but I will never truly know if I don’t make the attempt.

I’ve tried dating apps and those never worked out. It was just the same people trying to “get” something financially or just bots. I tried reddit and was hit with the same type of people. I didn’t want to just give myself up to just anybody. I’ve been spammed by sex workers and people who truly didn’t understand me as an individual. Even though the opportunity is right in my face, I still had my morals.

I have a sweet personality and can’t stop smiling when I try. I’m very inexperienced and feel like I am pretty handsome. Im still losing weight and yet to reach my goal. For who ever is reading this, I just want you to know that I would never take advantage of you. I just wish that you truly understand me as a Individual as I would to you and be patient with me when it comes to opening up. I’m not desperate. I want to truly meet the right one to take my virginity. I seek long term, short term or maybe something we both can agree on. It would actually suck if we just stopped communicating after.

Now that is all out the way,

I don’t host, or drive, that is something we can come to talk about. (I want to keep my kidneys but really this is how it should be, trust comes a long way and we both can agree)

A little about me:

•I’m a student (this is very important to me)

•I love any race

•Shy!

•Pretty much like being alone depending on the company.

•Black (more to my race but will tell the right one)

•Caring

•Awkward

•Height 5’9 weight 205 and a bit chubby (depending on one’s perspective of me)

•I enjoy movies, anime, games or anything comforting. I love my walks and can be a nerd sometimes.

•Overweight but not too much. I believe I am handsome and I have the confidence to say that.

I have a lot more I’d prefer to talk about in private. Anyways, I’ll see who will be perfect for me.