I always struggled to make friends and always was an unpopular person in social environments. I joined sport and hobby clubs (you know the usual places where you meet people) but noticed that no girl was into me. They were all hyper focussed on the few guys with the higher social status in the group. Not necessarily more physically attractive but they are the most dominant. I had a good time with the boys but girls always kinda avoided me, which I saw with all my attempts on making contact.

Until I was 26 I never went out because I hate drinking but decided to take a shot to increase my chances. It took a while but I was starting to cold approaching women. But same as earlier, none of the women felt attracted to me. In the best case they would have a conversation with me because most girls ignore me and walk away.

In the years later, till now I mostly do cold approaching, because that is the only option where I can maximise my chances. But if I hear from friends that they got her number, or even got laid it makes me feel super sad because all the approaches I have done, in a bar or on the street mostly end up that she walks away. The only few numbers or IG contacts are got don't reply. She blocked me right after I got her number. Following request remains unanswered.

I don't understand it. I'm not an unattractive person, but because I face only rejections I'm starting to begin to believe that I'm unattractive.

But how is it possible that my friends are able to have ONS from club/bar and got numbers from girls on the street, while to me girls say 'I don't give my number to strangers'.

I know I have to keep approaching but all the hostility I face make me feel depressed.