23M here. I don't consider myself a bad looking dude(a 6/10 I'd say), but having autism has crippled me.

I hate it. It's made me a social retard. It's made me a shy pushover who can't stand up for myself. I can't read any signs of a girl taking interest in me. Even if I suspect there is a sign, I'm too scared to even approached. In fact, I've never approached a girl ever. The only females I talk to outside of my family are coworkers and it's usually just work stuff. I wish there was a cure for autism, I would gladly take it.

I'm okay for letting people know I'm a virgin if they ask, but I will never let anyone know I have autism. People treat you like you're a sped/sub-human if they find out you are on the spectrum. I mostly come off as normal, but social hiccups do occur.

I just hate having autism, it's the reason I will live and die a virgin.