This may just be me but when people say to me it’s not that big of a deal being a virgin, I tend to agree because it’s not the be all or end all (to me) but it’s the fact that I feel like I’m missing out on something like it.

But more so, I’d say it’s the fact I’ve never had a kiss let alone a gf so it’s more the sense of loneliness and never having had anything ‘special’ with a girl before. I have a good close friend group and others that are still close just not in that ‘inner circle’ so Ive luckily got that and also tend to get along with women just never anything past a friendship which always makes me feel that I’ll never have something more than a friendship, let alone lose my virginity.

Anyone else feel similar or if not what’s different for you?