I honestly I don't know. I can't express myself can't I. I have a good life. People tell me that all the time. They say I shouldn't complain. I mean they are right. I'm not living in a third world nation or living in a battlefield. I wasn't beaten or touch. I shouldn't complain. They are right. I have it easy. My problems are nothing. But sometimes, I just want to be in my bed and cry. They say to share and express my feelings and problems, but they are the same people who say my problems are nothing. I want to say I went through some stuff. But they beat me down saying I had it easy. And they are right, I do. Maybe that's why I am not close to my family. Maybe that why my friends left me and no one wants to be my friend. I complain too much. Like I have a horrible personally. I also always make the wrong choices. I bet someone reading this bet is thinking, "wow what a privilege jerk complaining". And for that, I am sorry for you reading this.