I am so tired. There never seems to be an end to these bills. I think I get ahead and then next thing I know I'm having to pay for unexpected costs. I get hit in a parking lot and because I'm still paying for a car that's no where near worth what I owe on it I have to pay to get it fixed and apparently because if you're hit in a parking lot it's considered no fault and I have to pay almost $500 that I don't have to get my car back. My house is falling apart, I need new subflooring in pretty much 2/3rds of the house but the cost of boards is outrageous. My SO is currently in school fulltime so he helps when he can with finances, but it's hard because he also had unexpected car troubles and also has to make sure he has his finances covered. He helps out with house chores and other things. Then I work in the health field and it's so short staffed it's not even funny. No one seems to want a job, and the people who work here never want to work their shifts or help cover so I'm constantly covering extra shifts. I ended up working a almost 30hr shift because we can't leave without someone coming in or it's considered neglect. The people I work with don't appreciate what I do, I'm constantly making sure they have relief and get their requested days off and vacation.

I'm sitting here at work negative in the bank so far that I can't even get lunch, my car is almost out of gas so I can't put anything in it I have a car payment, insurance, and house payment all due in like 3 days and I don't know if I'll have enough money left after to make sure I make it to work till next payday let alone put groceries in the house until my SO gets his next check. I'm ready to cry...