I started talking to a childhood friend I know I’m 27 and she just turn 26…she hit me up first…I guess that’s why I trusted it and had high hopes. I was straight forward “don’t talk to me if you don’t have pure intentions” she said she does and wanted to get to know the me know we continued to talk every day none stop I took her on a date dinner, we went to an arcade and went to see a movie amazing first date and we talked about future stuff we both had past relationships that cheated. Which I felt like was a good think we both know the same pain and would wish that upon anyone we that’s how I thought but anyways this went on for 3 months started calling each other baby cute couple nicknames I would buy her cute things and we would stay up all night talking till be both feel asleep then one day nothing felt off I just felt it in my gut same feeling I’ve gotten everytime a guy hearted one of her pictures and he messaged me it was her boyfriend she had been with for the pass 8 months!!! Now I’m hurt and she happy with him and idk how to deal with that lost shit hurt I’m always loyal, always there, hard working I make a decent amount of money I love spoiling a girl and love to cook and I make sure she felt beautiful every chance I got I just don’t know what I’m doin wrong frfr