I'm a 20 year old college student and I put my two week notice in at work today. Rather than feeling happy or "free" | feel so sad, almost disappointed in myself. It was just a college job, not a real "big girl" job, so I know it shouldn't matter but then why do I feel this way?? For some context, I work at a very well known store chain. The job sucked, my coworkers sucked, and no one would actually do their job. I'm not a kiss ass, I don't suck up to my bosses, but I think I have a pretty good work ethic and strongly believe that if you're going to do something then you should do it right. Unfortunately no one else really felt that way at this job (or at least it seemed that way). A lot of things would get over looked, people would wander around the store and the tasks would end up falling on me. I've worked there for several months now, and today one of the team leads came up to me and asked me a question, but she absolutely butchered my name... how is it that l've been working there for that long, had conversations with that same team lead, and they still don't know my name?? One of my other coworkers also quit today, so maybe I was feeling inspired by them or l had just had enough and decided to put in my two weeks. I thought it would feel good, I thought I would feel happy but really I just feel lost. I know I can find work elsewhere, and that really I should just focus on school but I feel sick to the stomach. Not to mention, l've been trying to "find a partner" in some of the subreddits here and everything has just been going terribly. I was having a great conversation with this older man, but when I showed him my picture he just ghosted me...am I really so ugly that you couldn't even have the decency to say, "you're not my type"?? I don't expect anything else really, but is that really so much to ask for? I feel so alone, lost, and now I'm jobless. I was planning on leaving the job either way, so that really doesn't matter, but today has just not been my day.