When I was a kid I made a mistake and had to give up 21 years of my life to the prison system.while there I met my wife. Before I got locked up I had only had 2 girlfriends, and I never got to first base with either. So, yes when I met my wife I was a virgin... Even though I had never been sexually active I knew exactly what I wanted... I'm a blk man with a fetish for worshipping white women with pretty feet. My wife fits that description perfectly. Everything was fine before I got out. She knew I was a virgin, and she knew all the things I wanted to try... We got married 3 days after my release. Come to find out that prison wasn't my worst mistake.. getting married was. Nothing was like she said it would be... I've been out 5 years now and can count on one had the times we've been intimate. But... Let me look at another woman... Well, white woman that is. If she even thinks I'm looking it's war... I don't think that is right. Why is she acting like this though? I'm a Scorpio who is ready and oh so willing to please. Why am I on the bench? Am I wrong for looking for casual encounters? The real wrong should be the the fact that she took my virginity, then cut me off.. cold turkey... I understand she's 50y old, but is that too old to be sexually active? I don't want to leave my wife. She's cool, I just don't understand how she plans to keep me and not show an ounce of affection...Am I wrong?? What now??