i'm stupid. i forget things i should like simple words or tasks given to me five minutes before. i just dialed my first year of college. i'm probably never going to be able to get a job cause i'm dumb. i can't fucking see why i'm on earth. i sent my final grade to my dad last night while he was sleeping and i'm scared of what he's gonna say when he wakes up and sees them. I'm just. why am i so fucking stupid. i'm practically worthless all things considered. my cousins and my siblings are doing fine. but i'm. i'm the odd one out. i haven't done anything. i feel like i should just run away from home and just. never go back.What should I do?