For context, my partner is awesome. Kind, funny, has never said a hurtful word to me in five years. I just feel like he doesn't actually care about me. It's probably my own trauma/anxiety (I have a pretty bad anxiety disorder and I recently went through losing some family, getting stalked, and having a friend murdered. I also grew up in a very physically abusive home. I'm well aware that I'm not easy to be with) but, like, he hardly compliments me lately or makes any plans. He doesnt initiate conversations. We had a date planned today and he "forgot" it. He said he was too busy to go on a day trip with me this weekend and asked me to cancel the hotel room reservation but he went on a three day trip with friends last weekend. Granted, it's the week before finals, and he has an incredibly difficult major at an incredibly difficult school. He said he's just super busy and overwhelmed right now but it feels like I'm not a priority. I was really looking forward to spending time with him. I have finals too, but I still paid for a hotel room and baked his favorite cookies and picked out where we'd go...idk. Feeling rejected and very scared that something is wrong (even though I know if it were he would tell me.) Realistically, it's not his fault. I'm just trying to deal with the anxiety that comes up.