I don't even know where the fuck to begin with this, honestly. I figured I'd be able to write it all down, but..yeah, no.

My ex dumped me last night. Blocked me on everything, which I don't blame her for, said it was over. It's not like we didn't see this coming, both me and her did. She tried to do it before and I asked for a bit more time and go figure, that was a mistake.

I just don't know how I'm supposed to go on. I'm sitting in work right now, as if nothing has changed, and now the person who's been my rock for 5 years is gone and probably hates my stupid guts. How am I meant to go on with this? She was the one person I had, and now I've got no one.

The timing...god, the timing couldn't have been any worse with all the mental health issues I've been having. Right at my lowest, and now I'm lower than ever. I don't even know why I'm posting this. Fuck.