I (F) had 2 best friends, they stopped talking to me and never found out why. I thought I’d get over them quick but it’s been painful and hard to forget the friendship that we had. We went on trips, had wine nights and dinner dates. When we broke up, it felt horrible worst than breaking up with a bf. Since we met at work we have a very big circle of friends who know them and me. Most of them until this day don’t know that we are not on speaking terms. These mutual friends come up to me from time to time ask like “hey how’s so and so?” All I respond is I don’t know, I haven’t spoken to them in a while and they proceed to update me with my ex bff’s lives. Today I found out one of them got married, although I am genuinely happy for her, my mood completely changed. I am extremely sad because I thought I’d be at her wedding at some point. When I drink I can’t helo but cry over these two who probably don’t deserve my tears. I’m wondering how long will this last? I tried to reach out and at least find out if I did something wrong but never hear back. If anyone has gone through a similar situation, I’d appreciate any advice TIA