I'm 26 now, but some years ago I feel for a girl who I thought I could spend the rest of my life with, we had a couple moments together and it seems I've been stuck on here we became best friends hanging out everyday driving around, chillin before we knew it both of us ended up in different relationship for me(situationship) and slowly drifted apart this happened a couple times with us we always need back together riding around, traveling, just being ourselfs fast forward 2 and a half years and we start hanging out again she knows how I feel about her I can't hide it she makes me feel like nothing else matters and regardless if we end of together or not I was content on riding around with her forever...we got into a fight I over reacted and so did she we said things we didn't mean to each other it was a small bit big fight....we both said sorry kinda she sorry how everything came out(the energy) but not sorry about what she said which is understandable I said some hurtfull things and so did she....things haven't been the same since and I feel like I lost the love of my life, I truly lost my best friend, my person and now I feel lost