As the title implies, im a bit worried that something bad is happening to my body. I could just be overthinking it and whatnot but like I have this bump near by groinal area and I've also suddenly been itching a lot on my body every where and I have no eczema nor any bugs and I don't really use new lotions or anything of the sort. I have OCD and when things like this happen, my compulsion is to constantly research it and "examine it" as a cycle to [ keep saying no it can't be this but the what if of it being that thing is still there ]

I gave in and did more research and ofc cancer came up and I'm in a frenzy right now since I've convinced myself i have cancer (I'm sure I'm must be overthinking). I keep re-thinking and rethinking and just saying nah or like just trying to ignore it. But the main problem is if this is a bad thing I can't really get it check out. My mom is losing her job in a few months (in July) and godforbbin her husband wants to help. I don't want to burden her with a hospital bill just because I got some silly hard-candy shaped bump between the forgotten sun (sorry I have a habit of humor when I am worried). I am worried to tell her about it and I am also scared to go to the doctor since I don't want them to look at my you know what and possibly try to touch it.

I don't think it could be anything serious since I'm just a teenager, no sex, no fooling around, just probably going though whatever teens go through. But still I've never seen my body go through this much and just be okay. All the itching and pain when sitting down is driving me crazy not to scratch.