This might be a bit waffling but I'll be as laconic as possible.

Have you found that ever since you discovered how we treat animals, individually and industrially, you just found it really hard to get on with other people because of their apathy towards this?

I sometimes feel similar to people who have really weird transphobic or racist views because they feel like they know something that nobody else knows and that they're the rare, righteous people. It doesn't matter how genuinely evil our treatment of animals is, I always have that small niggle in the back of my head.

I don't really care about not living a life that everyone else leads and I understand I will struggle and be sad for the rest of my life due to this bizarrely ignored major, fundamental injustice. Intense levels of brutality and cruelty and spreading of pain purely for profit. I cannot take it. No trigger warning suicide needed here don't worry, but I honestly cannot see myself having anything but disdain for humanity as a result of this blindspot. I love vegans and anyone sympathetic and my hatred is not for humans individually, just this part of them.

I understand I am one stereotype of a vegan animal rights person that perhaps other vegans hate and I apologise for that but does anyone else feel similar?

How do you get on with life etc?