I love repeat, rapid, and extreme desperation. Yesterday I knew I would have a good opportunity to indulge so I increased my hydration throughout the day to get things primed. Once home, I urinated and then had my first beer of the evening. Before too long, I was feeling quite urgent. I planned to have a shower so I went in and laid down in the tub. I aimed my cock at my face and let go. As I soaked my face and hair, some trickled into my mouth. It tasted a bit salty but not unpleasant. It was a long piss as my bladder was quite full. When I was done, I got up and my cock was rock hard and there were droplets of piss all over the wall at the end of the tub. As I took my shower, I sluttily drank from the portable shower head desiring to refill my bladder.

A little while after my shower, I wasn't feeling much yet. I pressed on my bladder and felt like I could make myself pee but there wasn't any sign of an urge yet. I had my second beer. Before long, my need was becoming quite noticeable. At this point, I feel a devillish urge to drink more, so I down a 600 ml bottle of water. Time passes and I'm grabbing myself and squirming, I can't focus on anything. I lay down in bed imagining what could happen if I was able to fall asleep. My bladder is engorged, fully distended, bulging out of my abdomen. I lay still, suddenly overtaken by a new sense of peace and endurance. I could hold on a lot longer it feels. After some time, I decide I've had enough and grab the empty water bottle. I piss into it, feeling an enormous relief. The bottle fills with 600ml of my clear piss, but there's still a lot more in me. I grab a cup with an estimated capacity of 500ml and fill it nearly to the top. Now fully relieved, I have my third beer and feel euphoric as I drink the half liter cup of pee, gearing up for the next round. As such, the night went on until I woke up this morning pretty full, taking what I left myself last night back into my body to push my bladder even harder.

They say the average bladder capacity is 400ml, but with experiences like these, clearly mine is no average bladder. I just love repeated rounds of extreme desperation. I love fully emptying myself and not 10 minutes later, I can already feel the urge coming on again. I love how much my bladder can hold, the visual of it bulging out, the sensation of it growing inside me and taking up space. I love when my pee is nearly clear and I could fool myself that it's water by taste. I just wish I had a partner to do these kinds of things with.