As I think of you tonight… Has it really been over 15 years since we last saw each other? Has it really been over 15 years since we last touched, since I heard your voice in any meaningful way? Has it been 15 years since you last told me you loved me, only to be gone a few days later? Oh! How I miss you and wonder about you and wonder if you are alright. Oh! How I miss the love, excitement and adventure we were. I also know you… and how you protect yourself. How you can turn confusion, pain and hurt inside into hate.

How I wish you didn’t hate me, but I know why you had too - it was to protect yourself from something neither one of us could do anything about. I wish I could heal that hurt. I wish you would let me. I wish… I wish I could know you were alright… you are strong, stronger than I am… for I’ve not been alright since that day….

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Tsunami…