I’m on this adventure, amazing and full of fun. Yet, in the moments I’m not being kept busy, all I can do is think of you, and wish you were here with me.

We were building memories like this. Then, in what seemed like an instant, you were gone. Looking back, I should have seen it coming, it was obvious it was coming. The lies and deceptions you believed… but, I understand. One day, you were there, the next you were not.

A decade later, the gut punch still lingers. The love fills my heart and I feel angst when I see someone who reminds me of you. I miss you today as much as I ever did… and knowing we can never be again… just kills me.

I love you, and I always will.