So rn I can’t study or do anything. I’m doing 5 subjects this sem, and I can’t concentrate at all, feel like dying, all I do is just lay in bed and stare at the ceiling in the dark n listen to music, the only place I can concentrate is the library but I hate going outside because I don’t want people to see me n I feel like random strangers hate me n my ugly face, I have no friends as well, so all I do is talk to the wall and isolate myself in my room, I dunno what to do anymore, I can’t concentrate n I study. I’m just drowning n letting myself drown lol, everything is so boring now, nothing interests me, I hate people, its gotten to the point where I understand school shooters, ofc I won’t do it, too lazy, caps don’t even help,