So Reddit gave me 30k coins for the "best of 2019" contest. Not gonna lie I put minimal effort into the contest but I'm honestly at a point that I wanna give up. Not on this sub but on everything and I just can't do that. Anyway, I was given a bunch of Reddit coins for the contest but there was so little participation that I was breaking it down to the point that even if you commented and not even contributed you were gonna get an award. I then when off the deep end and r/suicidewatch has been my sanctuary. It's not the first time this sub as helped me and I don't want it to go underlooked. So with the community approval, I'd like to take these 30k coins and put them to this sub and others like it. Just a thought from my own dark corner, if you all overwhelmingly think I should give it to participants in the best of 2019 I will.

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Update: Wow I really didn't expect this to get much traction. I'm not gonna lie the outpouring of support from this community is the best thing that's happened to me all month. I'm literally on the brink of tears reading this. I just wanna say thank you and you're are all amazing people.