A couple of years ago I started exploring my kinky side. I came out to my hubby as a proper submissive and into a bit of bondage. We did a few sessions, but it wasn't really his thing. I also bought a puppy hood. I think I look really hot in the hood and I love the way it makes me feel. I want to take exploring this further, but after the squib of coming out as kinky the last time, I don't feel that I want to go through it again. I'm feeling a bit lost about it all. As though part of myself is incomplete. I'm not going to go outside or relationship to find anything. I wonder whether the way I feel is because I am a subby type and really want him to take the lead. I guess it's not him and I am looking for bread in a hardware store.

Added to that, he takes medication that's interfering with his erections and I realy don't want to pile on more pressure.