One time out of anger a guy called me ugly, a bitch, etc just generally a lot of obscenities which confirmed how I felt about myself, but what really stuck is he said I looked like Fiona from Shrek. It’s funny to some people, I get that so it’s okay if you laugh, but I definitely see the resemblance and I can’t stand that I feel like I look like an ogre character. It makes me just feel so disgusting when I think about it. When I told my friends they laughed. Granted all my friends are guys, so they never reaffirm my physical insecurities like girl friends do (I used to have girl friends), but I can’t help but think they probably agree. (This is a separate vent, but even my best friend, who is a guy and typically very reaffirming of my feelings, etc, never reaffirms me about my looks. Not saying he needs to by any means, but I’ve noticed this, he goes quiet or laughs, so I figured he just agrees or is uncomfortable because he agrees. I just wish I didn’t notice this, I try to not speak my insecurities it just happens sometimes. I want to restate though, I don’t expect this of him!) This is just random and on my mind. My ugliness is always on the brain.