hey guys, just a few updates and whatnot.

🌸 1,000 followers milestone 🌸

it... happened? something i never thought would happen, never even dreamed of happening? the other day i reached 1,000 followers. i'm still floored by this number. i never thought i'd get even 50 followers when i first started out 4 months ago. it continues to amaze me that people — and not just a few people — actually like my voice, my kinks and my fapping noises. i've never been very sexually open, and i'm extremely inexperienced, so i'm still trying to get the hang of this. i'm just some socially anxious loser that mostly records myself getting off when my body allows it but y'all make me feel like something — someone — more. to those who have been listening since the beginning, those that have listened to many of my audios, those that are new and have only listened to one, and to my fellow creators and my loyal supporters: Thank You. thank you all so, so much. 🥺

i'm not sure if i'm going to do anything special for this milestone (i was supposed to do something for my 500 follower milestone but never got around to it...), but just know that i appreciate you all. your comments make me so happy. if you have anything you'd like to see, like an ama or a special audio, let me know.

🌸 twitter & curiouscat 🌸

if you haven't seen it yet, i made a twitter @yoonafreya. i tweet & retweet both nsfw and sfw things. warning: i tweet a lot. i also made a curiouscat where you can ask me things anonymously! or just leave me nice shit or scenarios.

🌸 that one website drama 🌸

so if you didn't already hear, there's a website that has been scraping and uploading audios on gwa and related subreddits without the performers' consent. most are audios by women, and mine are on there. it has since been "closed down" after backlash from both creators and listeners and will hopefully stay that way. however, it doesn't change the fact that these kinds of websites still exist, have existed for a long time, and will continue to pop up: and that we can't do much to stop them.

i share my audios — for free, mind — because i want to. i have no plans on putting them behind a paywall. i make audios because they are an expression of my sexuality, which has been repressed most my life (and is still repressed and something i constantly struggle with, both online and irl). i'm not going to lie: i also like the validation and attention, which i've never gotten before. some of my audios can be pretty personal. i don't put on an act in my faps or rambles; everything i say or do is the truth. i am not just some faceless woman that is here purely for your own enjoyment. i am a person. an insecure, sensitive person, but still a person and not some sex robot. i knew when entering this hobby that i would be sexualized, objectified, fetishized and demeaned. there would be people that would not respect me, my wishes, or my rights as a person. my media would be consumed without a second thought and men would feel entitled to it like they own it. there would be very nice men with wonderful mindsets like this one that replied to one of my comments on that database:

"yoonafreya: take your finger wagging bullshit elsewhere... it's literally a website reposting FREE shit that was put out to the public. take your RESPECC WAHMEN fuckery elsewhere, Karen."

i don't ask for much. i have no rules stating you can't download my stuff, but i hope that if you do, it's for personal use only and that you don't share it with anyone or upload it elsewhere without my permission. a few creators left after this ordeal, and i wanted to let people know that i, too, might leave at any time. will i delete when i do? i don't know yet. i don't think so. i have no plans to delete my audios at this time unless something major happens. i may lose interest in this hobby or maybe something (or someone) might turn me away from it, or if it starts to feel like a job to me. speaking of jobs, i need to get a job very soon because my bank account? pretty fuckin dismal, my friends. i might not have the time or energy to make audios anymore. it's always a possibility that i'll stop. we all do eventually.

🌸 beast content 🌸

so it looks like reddit is cracking down on beast content and suspending accounts. i have a few audios with the beast tag, including my most listened to audio, and was planning on making more. i will not remove them at this time and will try to keep an eye on the situation. i might still make some beast audios in the future, but i'd rather not have my account compromised.

🌸 interactions & messaging etiquette 🌸

i think it's a good time to remind everyone to please take the time to read my messaging etiquette post if you plan on contacting me. i no longer respond to the majority of my messages and chat requests. in fact, i only reply to very, very few. i just don't have the mental capacity or energy to respond to everyone or keep up multiple conversations. i do read and appreciate everything though. as long as it's nice and not creepy. i understand that some of you may want to get to know me on a more personal level, and probably have good intentions, but i'm very bad at interacting with people and can only handle talking to a few people at a time. if i want to get to know you better, i will probably be the one to reach out to you (if i can muster the courage to do so).

🌸 money stuff 🌸

i'll admit that i've been toying with the idea of accepting "monetary gifts" for a while now. you know, donations or tips without the legal stuff like taxes. as i said, my bank account is in trouble but i don't want to ever charge people money to access my stuff. i know my content isn't good enough for that lmao. but i might make a cashapp if i get around to it. it's the safest, most anonymous way to receive money that i can think of without many complications. multiple people have approached me over time saying they want to help support me, or just show their appreciation in other ways. so yeah. that might happen. if you're interested in helping me out, perhaps let me know? i can't guarantee i won't just buy horse cock dildos tho

🌸 persona: kim yoona 🌸

one last thing. now that i've been around for a while and established a presence of sorts, i'd like to make a persona, or unique avatar for myself. i'm still trying to come up with ideas of what kim yoona or yoonafreya would look like, and i appreciate any ideas you may have! i don't have the funds to commission any artists so i'll just have to use picrews and dollmakers for now, but yeah. i have a rough idea of what i want her (me? lol) to look like, but i'm so indecisive and feeling rather uncreative despite my love for character creation. she won't be based off of my actual appearance because sadly i am not as cute or pretty or sexy as y'all might be led to believe (sorry).

anyway, that's it. i know i ramble a lot but y'all love it. i hope everyone is doing well~

🌸 yoona