Hi all, wonder if anyone here remembers me! It’s been so long, I worked my ass off for years at a company that didn’t appreciate me, earned them jobs and more clients that preferred to work with me, all that stress for years just to get laid off…laid off right after I signed a lease for an apartment. I finally have my own place, I thought things were looking up, and then I get laid off, now I’m struggling, and to top it off, I gained so much weight working a desk job that stressed me out, I’m at my fastest since high school. All I want to do is go back down a dark path of drugs and check out, but now I have even more bills to pay with zero income. I’ve been thinking about getting back onto chaturbate, but I have zero self confidence with how my body is looking right now :( nor do I think anyone would be interested in a fatty like me to help me out.

Anyway, just wanted a place to vent and maybe some old friends to say hi to, any kind advice is appreciated. 🖤