Told me it was easier to get over someone by getting under someone new...yet I didn't do that...yet...I was letting those lost feelings hit harder and harder...while I had to "watch" her do what she said I was doing....thinking I had loyalty with people for her to use to spy...or maybe she's just using my head like a ball and bouncing it against the ground over and over again until I can't think...take my accounts...take the pleasure you want...take the pain I caused and use it as fuel for your "revenge"

When it gets broken down...the only revenge you get is...more names to add to your list...more "friends" you can tell your future person about and make them believe they aren't into you like that...more people to prop up that ego that you want to protect so badly...you'll turn to insults that you think would hurt...or maybe it'll just being putting everything online in an attempt to "air our dirty laundry"...funny thing...not everything is deleted forever...not every page gets shredded....get upset with me or agree with me that we both are hurting....atleast my arms and legs are clear from tracks...whether it's "dog food" you want...or maybe it's just the clear...but from anyone who matters to you...they would truly just try to help...so while you run and hide in those tracks that get injected behind closed doors....know there's a hand always out until those insults go to the wrong people...til they reach the ones that could never change their mind about you...some damage may be done...but as you know it'll heal...albeit difficult to do when you yourself are deciding to dig deeper into the wounds...rather than let yourself be happy..I hope if what I know know to be true...cuz I have it...I have my truth...it's blotchy, bloody, and bastardly but it's still the truth....hope the anger leaves you breathless but able to hear