This woman was cute and had a lovely body but had severe body dysmorphia and crippling social anxiety. She was also the most nervous person I’ve ever met, visibly shaking when we had a coffee, although I could see she was trying to control it.

She had never done anything sexual before, and from the start she made it clear that she wanted somebody dominant who was going to really push her, and that she wanted it rough. Her only condition was that I be gentle for the first penetration, but after that, everything was acceptable. She wanted to switch her mind off and just be told what to do.

We discussed everything prior, grabbed a coffee, and then continued to chat. It was one of the longest build-ups I’ve ever had but I wanted her to have the space to fully consider it and make an informed decision. It was almost a week with no contact, and I did wonder if it would ever happen, but then she messaged that she wanted to meet that day. Normally I like a bit of planning, but I had an unusually free weekend, and I’d recently got back a clean sexual health test, so we booked a hotel and I headed to Bristol.

I met her outside, and she was very nervous but also excited. She waited in the lobby while I checked in. We went up to the room and she was aware that we’ll start straight away, it’s the best way to get over nerves. I set the camera up and told her to get naked. She wore suspenders and heels as part of her “slut” persona, so I asked her to keep them on for now.

She was most nervous about sex, so we started with that. Lying on her back with her legs in the air, I very slowly and gently penetrated her for the first time while she watched. She had a little discomfort and there was a little blood, but she took it well. We had gentle sex like this for a few minutes getting her used to the sensation before I pulled out, cleaned my penis, and told her to suck me for the first time. She’d watched a lot of porn and instantly started deepthroating herself, which I wasn’t going to discourage. After a few minutes, I moved her back onto the bed with her head over the edge, and started to properly throat train her, tongue out, pushing in. There was a lot of gagging, but she persevered and did really well, fully deepthroating by the end of the day.

We went back to sex again, and this time ramped-up the intensity (as she’d requested prior) and I got a lot rougher, thrusting hard, throwing her around, slapping her, chocking her, pulling her hair, fish-hooking her, and calling her a whore for fucking a guy from Reddit and letting me film it, which really appeared to turn her on!

We rotated between sex, anal, face fucking, and deepthroat for around 90 minutes, before I came in her mouth while face fucking her, and she swallowed the lot!

Her makeup was a mess and we had destroyed a few hotel towels, but she described the day as “needed” and “self-care”, which was the most wholesome thing I’ve ever heard this called.