I just thought up a great new fantasy. I did so good today I did all my work and my makeup was nice and I also got a nice dinner ready that's new learning how to make duck. I was daydreaming about how it would be nice to be rewarded.

They would say how proud they are and give lots of maybe exaggerated compliments on my cooking and me too. Then they would say they're going to be kind and gentle with me as a special reward and would send me to bed with special permission to find a video of how I want to be affectionate tonight. Then they would come in and watch my video with me and then it would be very lovely and feel very nice and I wouldn't feel upset about it at all.

Then we would cuddle and I would get lots of headpats and the special circle drawing with their finger on my face like my mum did when I was little. Then we'd vape a bit and watch something silly and then maybe a story or I could read my grown up book. Then we would go to sleep and my heart would feel very full and I would sleep the best ever.