i feel like a body in inertia, suspended in empty space

you might think this is because i can’t move on my

own, but it isn’t exactly the case

pulled by opposing forces in all directions

i am up and down

left and right

…an ecliptic spiral, then taking flight

there is no fixed direction

words are muddled scribbles inside my mind

overlapping concepts, sometimes to the point of

destructive inteference

jot down your ideas, they say

writing them down organises your thoughts, or so they say

but how do i organise my tangible thoughts?

what headings, what order should they be structured even?

google docs became a reflection of my mental incoherence

i am merely a floater in space

pulled by gravity in all directions

other people always seem heavier, larger, more gravitational

my centre of gravity, where have you gone?

to succumb or not to succumb,

to that blank overstuffed head

giving into weightlessness,

disposing of all thoughts